Where did we lose the track? Where was it that we from being a hairy forest dweller became a suit wearing, urban dwelling urban thinkers. I guess the life of living in the forest and enjoying what nature had gave was quite boring for us. We did not like the idea of getting things in the ways they were, as they used to be. Raw and natural. It was boring. The feelings of joy and happiness, sorrow or hatred no matter how strong , were spontaneous and easy to show.
And now we the modern thinkers have become smart enough to hide our emotions no matter how strong they appear. We keep grudges, we like to give surprises and yes we do keep a lot of secrets in our mind. Had this been the old Neanderthal days we would have faced some difficulty if not more in hiding those things, but in these days we face no problem. We are quite used to these kind of things. We the the modern thinkers think a lot. Are my shoes ok. Is this shirt fine??. The jeans are dirty. The hair is not cool and what not. We think a lot and most of it is not of much use to us. We think of unproductive things. Thoughts that are not going to get us anywhere or give us any good. I don’t say that we only think crap. But yes most of things are crap. We think of our salary, and the ways we are going to get it double, we think of the ways to impress our love interest. Is this food organic or not. We spend a lot of time and energy in being organized, looking good, on getting slimmer and on depression therapy. And yet we the modern thinkers think that we live a very happy and a good life. We live in the illusion of a good life laughing at the life of the old days. But honestly it’s the inner core of us who knows how much happy are we. We lie to ourself in the best possible ways and try to fool it every second.